Long post much?

TEE HEEE

I know.. it's been quite some time since I've last updated and so many things have happened in that period. XD One such big event was the ADAM LAMBERT CONCERT I ATTENDED (LOVEEE)

Surprisingly Adam could sing!! I was screaming all the way, having so much fun! But the blond bimbo parked his car so far out near the uni we had to walk so far. :< I will drive myself to the concert next time.. =_____= 

So yea now I'm sitting for my SAM finals exam. 4 papers down and last paper accounts. I don't know whether I'm ready for it now.. since I'm so lazy to study. 

I WILL STUDY TOMORROW! =*=

I also realized that usually when I write blog, I tend to veer off topic from lfie into my non-existent love life and start bitching philosophical stuffs.. so yea.. I tend to do that often because I like being philosophical and advices and all.. (I actually try to follow my own advice sometimes LOL)

So yea I realised that the year is about to end and unfortunately I would miss a lot of my peeps from college.. Since I'm planning to go US next year to further my studies. It hasn't been confirm yet coz I haven't apply for the universities as I need to sit for my SAT and all.. :<

As such I find myself falling for all the wrong reasons. Before finals math I emo about the wrong things. I 

EMOED ABOUT BEING SINGLE.

I sound so desperate. But after that 5 minutes I realized I was emoing about something so insignificant that it doesn't make sense after all.

like seriously! 

Then I also realised that I'm going to US next year and that there's no point in having a relationship at this point no matter how much I wish I could so I'm just going to settle for the next best 

which is flirting! <3

In this world, I hope there are people who would look into the mirror and see their strengths and weakness, and not entirely on the weakness. I always wonder why people would want to

change when they're fine the way they are.. I will never want to change unless my current

attitude will get me into trouble or something. 

6 packs doesn't matter, being thin doesn't matter, being talkative, animated, crazy, jolly, smart, genius

doesn't matter.

As long as you are happy, healthy, good responder, be yourself, do your best and put in effort then everything will be fine! There's no need for glamor unless you do it for your own pleasure

and not to impress people.

I always did believe that beauty lies in the personality.

But not all guys and girls think that way and they always end up

yearning for hot bodies and amazing sex then one day when they're quite old,

they finally realized that there's no point in those things because you're already an

old chicken coot.