Repercussion?

During the time laspe between my last blog post and this one, a series of events happened throughout the course of my time in Adelaide to somehow form the person I am now. I used to think, how lonely I am and basically whinge all the while. Somehow when I discovered exercise and keeping fit and being happy, everything changed. I realised that life is pretty simple if you break it down to a series of different levels  in while you operate but then it will make me sound like some kind of mechanical girl/woman. Oh, and did I mention I'm caught between the stage of not a girl but not yet a woman?

whoops! I'm pretty sure everyone goes through this stage :3

But aside from that, I have just survived almost 3 weeks in Malaysia and I am sad to say I am coping not very well. I had a heated debate with a friend (mostly ramblings on my side complaining about Malaysians in particular eventhough I am one) but really sometimes the grass is really greener on the other side but unfortunately your roots are on this side. I am not saying I hate Malaysia but currently I am just so unhappy. It's so hard when you feel powerless to change the world or even less, your life. I want to do something

but I don't know how. Maybe it's not the time to think about it now.

While jogging today, I realised how beatiful Malaysia can be if we all had a mission for an environment. In lake garden (better known as taman tasik perdana) I only realised how awesome if everyone could enjoy walking more instead of driving and if we had more trees around. I also wish Malaysian newspapers would stop publishing politics because it is very very embarassing to read about our leaders trying to accuse each other rather than doing their job by doing something about dysfunctional street lamps and having more bandaraya car towers around to enforce the law.

I also wish people would be more honest and civilised. I am direct about what I need to be when I have to be and when I'm not, I either keep it to myself or say it with a small amount of concern. It's hard to receive criticism but really if there is a valid reason then why should you not listen to it with an open mind? There's always room for improvement.

But anyway, it's Chinese New years and it's been getting worse year by year. But this year it has been more on the family bonding kind of feeling. :)